Masculine & Feminine Energy: Creating Balance From Within
When I think about the people who truly embody love, light, and joy, Marianna (Mari) Hegyi is at the top of that list. She’s one of those rare souls who radiates warmth, playfulness, and deep wisdom all at once. She’s a transformative group facilitator, a gentle Reiki practitioner, a compassionate breathwork guide, and an attuned sound healer. But more than anything, she’s a reminder that healing, growth, and connection can be full of laughter, movement, and magic.
In this episode of Unapologetically Yours, I sat down with Mari for a deep (and playful!) conversation about what it means to truly know yourself, to integrate all the different parts of who you are, and to live in full expression.
Mari takes us through her powerful three-month journey of self-discovery—a journey that started with heartbreak and evolved into something so much bigger. She shares how she dedicated time to strengthening her inner masculine, learning discipline, structure, and boundaries. Then, she deepened the connection between her masculine and feminine energies, embracing both her fluid, creative side and her ability to take aligned action. Finally, she stepped into full creation, bringing her inner vision to life with an Inner Union Ceremony that was equal parts sacred, sexy, and transformational.
One of the biggest themes we explored was the importance of truth. Speaking truth. Feeling truth. Living truth. So many of us, especially as women, have been conditioned to suppress our deepest desires, to prioritize keeping the peace over speaking what’s real. But as Mari so beautifully reminds us, truth is the foundation for trust. And trust—within ourselves, within our relationships—is what creates the safety to fully surrender into pleasure, connection, and even bliss.
In this episode, you’ll hear about:
Mari’s journey of deep self-integration—how she navigated a transformative three-month container of personal growth and inner healing.
The power of balancing structure and flow—why both discipline and surrender are essential for living in alignment.
Releasing shame and embracing self-love—how honoring your truth and trusting yourself can lead to deeper relationships and a more expansive life.
Masculine & feminine energy in action—how integrating both has helped Mari create more clarity, confidence, and connection.
Spiritual insights on trust, transformation, and divine guidance—how leaning into faith and intuition can open new doors for growth.
“When you get that soul inspiration, when something really lights you up and hits you like a lightning bolt, I think it’s because it’s meant to serve more than just you.”
My key takeaways from Mari:
Inner Union is Essential. Mari's experience of balancing her masculine and feminine energies was a powerful reminder that true alignment comes when we embrace both structure and flow. We need discipline and action and softness and intuition.
Truth Over Comfort. One of the most impactful lessons was the importance of speaking truth, even when it feels risky. Mari reminded me that when we withhold our truth to keep the peace, we betray ourselves. Instead, we have to trust that honesty creates stronger, more authentic connections.
Rituals Can Deepen Self-Connection. From her inner union ceremony to monthly aspecting practices, Mari showed me how intentional rituals can shift our relationships with ourselves. Taking time to create meaningful moments of reflection allows us to embody our growth rather than just think about it.
You Are Worthy of Love—Right Now. Throughout our conversation, Mari reinforced the truth that self-worth isn’t something we earn through achievements or relationships. It’s something we remember and allow ourselves to fully receive.
Fear is a Doorway. Instead of resisting or suppressing fear, Mari talked about using it as a guide. When we acknowledge and sit with our fears, we create the opportunity to grow beyond them.
You can listen to the full episode at the links below:
“The willingness to ruin the moment, to say what is true even if it changes everything—that’s the power of the feminine.”
This conversation was a powerful reminder that healing isn’t about fixing ourselves—it’s about remembering who we are. Marianna embodies this truth in such a radiant, joyful way, and I hope her wisdom inspires you as much as it did me.
If you haven’t already, make sure to listen to this episode of Unapologetically Yours. And if you found value in this conversation, I’d love to hear from you—what was your biggest takeaway? Let me know in the comments or send me a message!
Unapologetically yours,
xx Ashley
Connect with Mari Hegyi:
Instagram @marigodmother
Website https://www.marigodmother.com
Connect with Ashley Logan:
Instagram @ashleydlogan
Website https://ashleydlogan.com/
Resources mentioned:
Gillian Pothier https://www.gillianpothier.com/
Alison Armstrong https://www.alisonarmstrong.com/
Keywords
spirituality, self-discovery, healing, relationships, breathwork, inner union, masculine and feminine, community, vulnerability, self-love, bliss, connection, masculine energy, feminine energy, truth, relationships, boundaries, self-love, forgiveness, intimacy
Chapters
00:00 Embracing the Feminine and Masculine Energies
09:58 The Journey of Inner Union and Self-Discovery
19:47 Creating from Inspiration and Community
29:46 The Power of Truth and Vulnerability
40:03 Living Unapologetically and Self-Love